I just really don't know how to hang on after all this dramas. It doesn't make me feel any better after knowing the fact, and it doesn't feel any better after crying it out. Actually the more i think, the more i type, the more i wna cry. Sometimes i just really want someone to understand how i feel, and to be able to talk to, is it that hard?
I knw there's no happy ending and nothing last forever, but i don't want it to end so fast. The fact that it is like part of life alr, but i really find no motivation to continue. Maybe, maybe it's really time.